| Location | Lawrence |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Premature Birth |
| Date of Birth | 12/07/2006 |
| Date of Death | 12/07/2006 |
| Visitors | 1,656 since 06/12/2008 |
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Jalia was my baby girl born premature (24 weeks) due to Twin to Twin Transfusion Syndrome. She passed away about 40 minutes after she was born. I never got to hold her until she passed away, but I felt her so alive inside of me during my pregnancy. She was giving all her blood to her sister through the placenta and just could not hold on anymore. I love her and I will miss her forever and wonder what it would've been like to be her Mommy. It's so overwhelming to know that can never happen now. I am so overcome with sadness. I think the worst part was (and still is) feeling so helpless; when your baby dies and there is nothing I could do to save her and take care of her. It really is a traumatic experience to have babies and to never be able to be their Mommy (when it's all I thought about when I was pregnant). It has left me with a hole in my heart that can never be filled. I know I will go through my life always feeling like something is incomplete. It has been 4 1/2 years and I still feel like it was yesterday. I can only hope one day to see her again in Heaven. I am not looking for sympathy; I want to keep my babies' memories alive. They WERE once born.
I would like to thank everyone who is supportive and lights candles for my angels. It really means a lot.
ღ ღ ღ ღ All My Love Beautiful Angel ღ ღ ღ ღ
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*ღ.......ღ* *ღHeavenly *ღ.......ღ* *ღ shona sengupta. ..ღ*
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How will heaven be?
As far as I can see
It will have huge bells
And will be situated on clouds
It will have many golden wells
That will so often swell
Rain will be abundant
And the sun will shine all day long
Angels will play on the harp
The sweetest summer song
Music that will touch the heart
While those beneath will shed drops of sorrow
Little will they know what will happen on the morrow
But to them up above
As plain and clear it will be
As far as far as I can see
Yes there will be misty alleys
And lush green meadows
Fresh with the fragrant smell of spring
Winter will never be bitter
Summer never so hot
Autumn never so bare
And resources never so scarce
Food for all will be relished by all.
Grateful we’ll be as grateful can be
Mountains high and strong and brown
Surrounding that hidden land,
Beautiful and vast seas I see
There colour as blue as sapphire can be
And the white waves lashing upon the shore
Sitting on the flattened grey rocks
Who would not call it absolutely heavenly?
However it might actually be,
But can we still not see
There will lie behind this seen
A relieving feeling of bliss
For where not have we been
But is this not by all believed
That after one’s decease
This is the land of eternal peace
Where we all ultimately reach?
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Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Jalia"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Daughter of yours.
Copyright of Winnie Lovett
Two Angel Babies - by Unknown Author
Two Angel babies, not here on this earth
Nor playing with toy's, but jumping on stars
And leaping on clouds.
Getting up to mischief, no adults around
Sliding down moonbeams, laying under the sun
Your day's are endless, you're having such fun.
Dancing in raindrops, sipping morning dew
Not here on this earth, how lucky are you?
Such beautiful sights, God's garden does hold
You'll never feel pain, and you'll never grow old.
You know you are loved, how it shines through
It's the love of your Mother, she's sending to you.
And although she misses you, that never will change
She's glad you are happy, in the land of no pain.
She'll love you forever, it will never wane
When she comes to God's garden
She'll hold you both again!
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Few Weeks - by Susan Erlin
For those few weeks - I had you both to myself
And that seems too short a time to be changed so profoundly.
In those few weeks I came to know you...and to love you.
You came to trust me with your life;
Oh what a life I had planned for you!
Just those few weeks - when I lost you,
I lost a lifetime of hopes, plans, dreams and aspirations...
A slice of my future simply vanished overnight.
Just those few weeks - it wasn't enough time
To convince others how special and important you were.
How odd, a truly unique person has recently died
And no one is mourning the passing.
Just a mere few weeks - and no "normal" person
Would cry all night over a tiny, unfinished baby,
Or get depressed and withdraw day after endless day
No one would, so why am I?
You were just those few weeks my little ones.
You darted in and out of my life too quickly,
But it seems that's all the time you needed to make my life
So much richer and give me a small glimpse of eternity.
Copyright© Susan Erlin
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
A Birthday In Heaven - Author Unknown
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel xxx
Special Angel Day - by Carmelle Gross
We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.
Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.
Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.
Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.
There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.
If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.
We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
with love
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BABY ALTHOUGH YOUR FAR AWAY
I WANTED YOU TO KNOW
THAT YOU WHERE WANTED VERY MUCH
I WANTED TO WATCH YOU GROW
I WANT TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS
AS I DO YOUR BEAR
I WANT TO LOOK INTO YOUR EYES
AND STROKE YOUR BEAUTIFUL HAIR
I WANT TO CATCH YOU WHEN YOU FALL
AND HOLD YOU WHILE YOU CRY
I DIDNT WANT TO LOOSE YOU
I DIDNT WANT YOU TO DIE
BUT NONE OF THESE ILL GET TO DO
BECAUSE BABY YOU HAD TO LEAVE
NOW ALL ALONE I FACE THIS WORLD
ON MY OWN I GRIEVE
I HOPE ONE DAY ILL SEE YOU7
ONE DAY I WILL UNDERSTAND
WHY GOD TOOK YOU AWAY FROM ME
AND TOGETHER WE WILL WALK HIS LAND
written by becky tuffs 2009
God makes little children
He makes them every day
And though He loves them dearly
He gives them all away.
He gives each to an angel
And says take baby down
To such and such a mother
In such and such a town.
Or such and such a cottage
In such and such a place.
He gives the angel with it
A big soul full of grace.
God does so love those children
It's all that He can do
To let the Angel take them
But he loves the mother's too.
And so he says I'll lend you
This little one of mine
The angel folds it's love
About the special gift divine.
The angel watches over
The child both day and night
So glad to see that lovely soul
All shining in God's light
God makes so many children
And every now and then
He seems to want one specially
We don't know why or when
He whispers to its Angel
Bring the child back to me
The angel sees a lovely sight
That someday we may see
It sees the souls of mothers
And fathers in God's light
Offering him tiny children
Whose souls are shining bright
God does so love those children
Whos souls are never dim
And how he loves those parents
Who give them back to him.
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