| Location | Lawrence |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Not Listed? |
| Date of Birth | 12/07/2006 |
| Date of Death | 12/07/2006 |
| Visitors | 1,066 since 06/12/2008 |
| Creator |
Jalia was my baby girl born premature (24 weeks) due to Twin to Twin Transfusion Syndrome. She
passed away about 40 minutes after she was born. I never got to hold her until she passed away, but
I felt her so alive inside of me during my pregnancy. She was giving all her blood to her sister
through the placenta and just could not hold on anymore. I love her and I will miss her forever and
wonder what it would've been like to be her Mommy. It's so overwhelming to know that can never
happen now. I am so overcome with sadness beyond repair. I feel like I will never feel what
happiness feels like again. I can only hope one day I will see her again in Heaven.
I would like to thank everyone who is supportive and lights candles for my angels. It really means a
lot.
x for you jalia x
x angel baby x
x lots of love x
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You still live on in the hearts and minds,
Of the loving family you left behind.
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A garden of beautiful memories,
Sprayed with a million tears.
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Beautiful memories are treasured forever,
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Loved with a love beyond all feeling,
Missed with a grief beyond all tears.
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x sweet dreams babe x
A PARENTS HEARTACHE
A grieving parent is someone who will never forget there child no matter how painful memories are.
A grieving parent is someone who yearns to be with there child but cannot conceive leaving their living ones.
A grieving parent is someone who has part of a heart as the rest has gone with their child.
A grieving parent is someone who begs for relief from the memories which plague them and then feels guilty when they get it.
A grieving parent is someone who pretends to be happy and enjoying life when they are really dying inside.
A grieving parent is someone who can cry or laugh at the drop of a hat whenever they remember their beloved child.
A grieving parent is someone who feels as if they have just lost their child yesterday no matter how much time has passed.
A grieving parent is someone who fears for their remaining family because they cannot bear to have any more losses.
A grieving parent is someone who sits by their child's memorial and feels a knife stabbing their heart.
A grieving parent is someone who wants to help others who have lost a loved one because somehow others loss is theirs all over again
xxxxxx
x god bless x
Common Bond
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We have a common bond
A silver lining that binds each heart
It unites us in the end and teaches a brand new start
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We've each experienced heartbreak
Like a rushing river's flow
We've felt such tears of sorrow
And we become afraid to just let go
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Overwhelmed by such grief
That reveal great aches in our soul
Wondering why love hurts so much
As we loose our sense of whole
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Our sunny days become cloudy
Our nights bring on a chill
We pray for a bright tomorrow
As we try to just get over that hill
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We try to stay busy
Busy enough to forget our pain
And put that simile upon our face
And wonder if we're insane
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We understand each other
Without ever saying a word
And with one small touch
We know that we were heard
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I'm grateful you have a loving family
In whom you can rely
I'm happy you have someone
To hold you when you cry
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I'm grateful to the Lord
That in His love we can depend
And I pray for each of you daily
That your hearts will truly mend
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Although our lives have changed
And the pain will some what subside
I'm truly greateful for this group
With hugs and support to be your guide
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This thread that binds our hearts
A bond that will not fray
I thank you all for sharing
In your special way
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My words so small I give as a gift
To this group so proud and strong
But remember when all is said and done
God bless you all life long.
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MY PRAYER
Every night before I lay,
I take some time just to pray.
I ask God for the strength to go on,
I ask him over and over why you are gone.
I tell him I am so alone and sad;
I let him know of all the plans I had.
I would’ve filled your face with thousands of kisses,
and fulfilled your everyday wishes.
I ask our Lord to bring us together;
I tell him I forward to being your Mommy forever.
I pray each night he listens to me;
I ask him to set the pain in my heart free.
I ask Him why he chose you and I-
Why send you to heaven and leave me to cry?
Why someone so innocent, precious and sweet?
Why my baby; the one connected with my heart beat?
I explain to our Lord that I don’t want to be mad;
I want to trust in him the way I once had.
I ask him to forgive me for the way that I feel;
to understand my grieving heart isn’t able to heal.
You are an angel too beautiful for Earth;
I’ve heard that’s why you were taken so soon after birth.
I’ve asked God to have you waiting at Heaven’s Gate;
to hold you in my arms again; I won’t be a second late.
I ask Him, in my prayers, every single night,
to send you this message my love, in Heaven’s light:
“Mommy loves you more than any words can ever say.
Please know, and always remember: I miss you every day.”
T.A.J
x beautifull babe x
WITH LOVE XXX
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Prayer for Those Who Suffer
For those who suffer,
and those who cry this night,
give them repose, Lord;
a pause in their burdens.
Let there be minutes
where they experience peace,
not of man
but of angels.
Love them, Lord,
when others cannot.
Hold them, Lord,
when we fail with human arms.
Hear their prayers
and give them the ability to hear You back
in whatever language they best understand.
Margaret A. Davidson
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Love
Kim
~~Miss You~~
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If we could bring you back again
for one more hour or day
we'd express all our unspoken love
we'd have countless things to say ~~
If we could bring you back again
we'd say we treasure you
and that your presence in our lives
meant more than we ever knew ~~
If we could bring you back again
to tell you what we should
you'd know how much we miss you now
and if we could...We would ~~
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♥���`•�WITH LOVE�•��`�♥
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A PARENTS HEARTACHE
A grieving parent is someone who will never forget there child no matter how painful memories are.
A grieving parent is someone who yearns to be with there child but cannot conceive leaving their living ones.
A grieving parent is someone who has part of a heart as the rest has gone with their child.
A grieving parent is someone who begs for relief from the memories which plague them and then feels guilty when they get it.
A grieving parent is someone who pretends to be happy and enjoying life when they are really dying inside.
A grieving parent is someone who can cry or laugh at the drop of a hat whenever they remember their beloved child.
A grieving parent is someone who feels as if they have just lost their child yesterday no matter how much time has passed.
A grieving parent is someone who fears for their remaining family because they cannot bear to have any more losses.
A grieving parent is someone who sits by their child's memorial and feels a knife stabbing their heart.
A grieving parent is someone who wants to help others who have lost a loved one because somehow others loss is theirs all over again
xxxxxx
I feel such emptiness-
People surround me, but I’m still alone,
There are times I’m so emotional...
And other times I feel numb like stone.
People tell me to love my other children,
That - I don’t need to be told -
They mean everything to me;
Regardless: my twins are not here for me to hold.
Sometimes I feel like it was an awful dream;
It hurts too much to be real.
Other times reality overwhelms me-
That’s when it hurts so much to feel.
Us angel Mommies - we all cry together,
Because our sweet babies are not alive.
I only have support from those who’ve felt my pain-
Without them, I don’t know that I’d survive.
At least once a day, I must ask God why;
I tell him how much I wanted my babies to kiss and love and touch.
He never seems to give me an answer...
The answer that I need and want so much.
They say that time heals the pain,
But sorry - THAT - I don’t believe,
For my precious Javana and Jalia -
I will forever grieve.
I live for the day I hold them in heaven -
The day we can never be split apart;
God has made us a promise -
A promise that can repair my broken heart.
JUST LETTIN....
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... i.....was.....here xxx
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